so here i am, on a monday morning.
with no school and lessons to attend, and feeling a little lost because i can't find my organiser () and i don't have someone to meet today. it's always dangerous to leave me alone (as in, i leave myself alone to myself) with no programmes lined up for the day. the thought of just being alone, with nothing planned, is disconcerting.

so i'm typing in an entry, to procrastinate on some of the things i actually have to do.
looking at the memo note i've written (in place of my organiser that is still missing and misplaced. hopefully somewhere within the house! ) i see i have 4 things to complete.

ahh, just not having anything or anyone to be with today, apart from myself, bothers me.

anyway, on a let's distract myself note, i have discovered some random facts.

- i've recently picked up running. and whilst running the previous time, i have proccessed through two facts on why i don't like running. Firstly, because i look kinda hideous when i run. (i turn strawberry red, my hair's on a fly away mode and i'm sweaty. ie not the usual me you get). Secondly, quite frankly, it's boring. So.. i came up with two conclusions whilst on my third round. Firstly, i don't want to be slim THAT much. (THAT refering obviously to running). Secondly, i'd much rather dance. There. I've said it. all the running-for-life, running- releases- stress- and i don't know what they are called hormones that make you feel good fans can come settle the score with me. so come find me in the dance studio. we'll see who's having more fun.

- no amount of goodwill will carry me through ironing clothes for a family of five. especially when you're talking about guy's clothes.

- starting work next week, and wondering how things will be.

- i truly hate no schedule days.

obviously we've come one full circle, and i have not been able to distract myself

*scoots off to finish the list of to-dos on my memo*